I carry a fat little notebook everywhere I go. I never know when I may need to write something down, whether it's a grocery list or a blog drafts. Usually I tear out what I've written.
I was running errands Saturday. Sitting in the car at my bank's drive through, I idly flipped through the pages. Toward the end of the notebook, there was some unexpected handwriting. I found three pages of this...
Can you read it? Please let Riley be okay. I don't remember writing it all, and it isn't my normal handwriting. Judging from the content it was from late summer, 2009. It feels like someone else wrote it...
woah that is kinda creepy that its repeated so much and not in your handwritting or having a memory of it.....weird
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ReplyDeleteI am new to your blog, who is Riley? This is an interesting post
ReplyDeleteOh my. And the prayer does vary on the page. I think your heart did the writing....your heart to God's ear.
ReplyDeleteI can recall your emotional anxiety all too well, and I shared so much of it with you through the blog.
Thanks indeed to God, that Riley is a beautiful riding horse now. You both are blessed...Riley with an owner who cared to do all the right things for him, and you, with Riley a horse with talent and a lovely attitude. Perhaps it is indeed a match made in Heaven after all. *S*
Do you have kids? Maybe they wrote it?
ReplyDeleteOr maybe you were almost asleep and wrote it. I used to keep a dream journal and wouldn't even remember writing some of them down. Weird.
I'm glad your prayers (and everyone elses) helped Riley though and that he's better. :)
Heartbreaking, genuine, and judging by the horse Riley is today, effective!
ReplyDeleteOh goodness, you must have been in a state! That was about the time Riley's hoof was just terrible, from glancing at your archive - any idea what might have set this off?
ReplyDeleteAnyway it seems like it worked!
Thank goodness your prayers were answered. Possibly an angel was helping you write :)
ReplyDeleteWho can write when they are threatened with what you faced?
I think this is precious--and God heard you, as He hears all of us. I know that animals are gifts for us, to show us His amazing creativity, and I know horses and women are a special combination. I would save that page, as a testament to God's providence for you, and Riley. :)
ReplyDeleteHi Monica, basically he had a hoof injury and subsequently an invasive surgery. He is missing 20% of his coffin bone on the RF.
ReplyDeleteThat said, horses are amazingly resilient animals.
This is something I would have done. I have a compulsion to write my thoughts down, especially when something is totally consuming me with worry. That is total "stream of consciousness," a cry from your heart, and I'm SO glad your prayers were answered and Riley IS okay now!
ReplyDeleteI read your blog often and this post really speaks to me. When things get really hard for me, I end up writing things like this. I'm so glad that Riley ended up okay. I can only imagine how terrible you must have felt as you wrote all those lines.
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